About Me

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Because I am unusual (OK, unique) and my work and behavior reflects this reality, I endeavor here to provide some information which might be helpful to those who visit here, or who are subjected to me in person.

My last name, currently, is "Tuomi." That's a hint.

If you observe my actions and make an effort to use your pretty little pea brains to answer boolean questions like the below, you are making a mistake.

"Is he certain or is he uncertain?"

"Is he being genuine or is he acting?"

"Is he executing a plan or is he being spontaneous?"

Etc.

I am a winding river. I am unlike you. My inner experience is not similar enough to yours for you to make any logical inferences about what that inner experience is like. When I look at a tree, I do not always see the object that you would see when looking at that same tree. Sometimes I do. I can. And often do. But I have modes of consciousness. There are not merely two of me, to be honest. I contain Legions.

I have visions. And I do not experience time the way that you likely experience time, either.

The only way to understand me, us, our intentions, their dreams, my hopes, is to short-circuit your pea brain and listen to your heart, That is how I have chosen to be designed, for reasons which will become clear "in time." If you have become so callous and are so ashamed, at your core, of the life you have lived and are living, then you have no access to the resource that will allow you to understand me, at all.  If that is the case and you choose to oppose me, hurt me, attempt to kill me (LOL), or to get me to do that for you, you are well and truly fucked.

On the other hand, if you are a heartful person and have a feeling about me either way, a true feeling that is not the product of external conditioning but originating from your child self, then this is something that I promise that you can trust. Don't spend time worrying about whether you can trust me. Trust yourself. Watch me, read me, listen to me, and make your own decisions. Do not let other people decide for you. 

Because here's something true: If you let other people decide your fate for you, you let other people decide your fate for you. Do you trust them enough to do that?

The essential goal of every tactic employed by the world's stupid and evil-making monsters is to get people to doubt their own hearts, to devolve our lives into endless scheming and planning and setting traps and testing one another and building up walls to protect ourselves from each other. To cultivate a distrust of self and others. To confuse our language and scatter us (Tower of Babel), in order to accrue power for themselves. 

To, get this, seriously, to choose to make life a zero-sum game of chess, instead of a dance.

How fucking retarded (in the sense of being obstructed, strangled, like a flower choked by weeds) is that?

Are you retarded?